Thinking About Change

[fauxklore]

I am in one of those states today where I just want things to be different.

Barcelona was elegant and I felt schlumpy in my well-worn travel clothes.

I came home to a way too cluttered house.

I hadn't gone grocery shopping so was reduced to buying lunch at work, which bored me.
Sometimes, tunafish sandwiches are the perfect food, but this was not one of those sometimes.

My usual reaction to these moods is to buy a plane ticket somewhere, but I don't really feel like spending money. And if I did, there are other things I need more.

Don't worry - I will get over this. The antidote is always action.

Comments

[p-j-cleary.livejournal.com]

I think the end of the year does the same to me. I want to make solid, distinct changes in things, even if those changes don't add up to much. I want to use different toiletry items and wear different clothes. I want to eat different foods and watch different shows. Mostly, I want something to denote another year that I've been here, and how I've changed in that year.